Tldr: scared to imagine in wicca in case i begin attracting spirits or am judged.
What was your expertise together with your first ritual? Did you ever get attacked or harmed by one thing? How can I keep protected and wholesome? How do I discover a pal who additionally practices wicca?
Although I really feel extra fulfilled when doing magickal follow, ive solely been doing smaller issues with no full on circles or rituals. Ive made just a few sigils and smudge with white sage fairly usually. Within the bathe I usually do a cleaning ritual.
Im scared to name myself a witch although. I dont name myself one in any respect, even in my thoughts, as a result of some time again on Tumblr I heard that as quickly as you begin figuring out as that, you entice spirits and energies thay could be harmful or dangerous, and may trigger despair or dangerous luck.
That is partially why I achieve this many cleaning rituals and smudging. The firat sigil I made was with the intention “I want to be hidden from adverse energies” ( and I plan to interchange it with one with the intent ” I will likely be hidden from dangerous entities”). I additionally created one which was simply to assist me really feel protected since i battle with anxiousness and one other to assist me really feel happy with my writing.
I do know that is apparent however I simply realized tonight that if I do not settle for my perception in magic and embrace what calls to me, my sigils and different rituals arent going to work. If i dont let myself imagine in myself or magic clearly it wont work for me.
Im additionally afraid of getting an altar or practising magic as a result of I stay with my bf (of 5 years) and youthful brother and Im scared theyll name me loopy. My bf says hes cool with all of it however i really feel like unwell find yourself pissed off and anxious as a result of i wont have the ability to speak about it with them. Additionally, cant discover a coven and haven’t any mates who’re into wicca :/
Edit: modified a sentence to make extra sense